Can I…
Just teleport elsewhere and be alone for a while? I desperately want to sit in front of the ocean in Santa Monica and inhale the fresh breeze. I just want to sit there on the sand and analyze everything in my life. What is worth living for? What is worth putting in the effort for? Who is worth the effort? Am I putting too much time into things/people that I shouldn’t be? Am I beginning to forget myself and what is important to me? What do I do? What am I to know? In the end, are you really worth it? If you’re not 100% comfortable then just tell me, if you think there’s better out there for you, then go for it, I want to see you try, but don’t come back to me once you have failed..because that is the only conclusion you will get. However, life is full of mysterious wonders, so why not give it a shot. How about we all search for something more and see what we can find…but just know it’s hard to go back to the old ways, once you lose it, nothing will ever be the same.
I just need to breathe.
